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crybby4lyfe: It’ll be weird seeing her again. It’ll be like revisiting a memory that you thought...

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 02:18:44 -0400

It’ll be weird seeing her again. It’ll be like revisiting a memory that you thought you’d forgotten. Her hair will be longer, or shorter, her hair will have changed; hair always does. Her eyes will be the same. Hearing her voice will be like going back to the place you used to live and noticing the new curtains. Being close to her will be strange. She’ll say something like, “you look well,” and you’ll reply with a, “thanks, you too.” And it’ll feel like death, like an iron fist around your heart. And then she’ll point to your shirt and say, “is that new?” and you won’t have the heart to say you bought it seven months ago after she left, so instead you say, “I haven’t worn it around you before.” When she emits a small laugh you’ll feel the tiniest ounce of pride. She still finds you funny. When she’s telling you about her new life you’ll find your mind wandering into places you didn’t think mattered anymore. Places like, was she in love now and was she being treated well? Places like, did she ever miss you, and in and amongst all of her living did she ever consider coming back?

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Mon, 25 Jun 2018 02:13:20 -0400

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Mon, 25 Jun 2018 02:10:26 -0400

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Mon, 25 Jun 2018 02:03:49 -0400

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Mon, 25 Jun 2018 02:01:54 -0400

toeverybrokenheart: “But get this, I would do it all again, without hesitation. Because you see, we...

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 04:24:06 -0400

toeverybrokenheart:

“But get this, I would do it all again, without hesitation. Because you see, we almost made it. And I’d go through it all, for a chance to see you again.”
-K.A.

dannydino11: Okay maybe mama did raise a fool

Sat, 23 Jun 2018 04:20:10 -0400

dannydino11:

Okay maybe mama did raise a fool

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Sat, 23 Jun 2018 04:18:21 -0400

poetbychoice: It sucks.Being so close,But knowing,I can’t.Can’t kiss you.Can’t hold your...

Fri, 22 Jun 2018 03:42:43 -0400

poetbychoice:

It sucks.
Being so close,
But knowing,
I can’t.
Can’t kiss you.
Can’t hold your hands.
Can’t just hold you.
It feels like I’m holding my breath.
Waiting.
But waiting for what?
I guess that’s the question.

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Fri, 22 Jun 2018 03:42:09 -0400

screenlights: ““I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and...

Fri, 22 Jun 2018 03:41:46 -0400

screenlights:

““I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.””

— —(via mangohtangoh)

coral: “Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of...

Fri, 22 Jun 2018 03:40:51 -0400

coral:

“Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and, most disturbingly, caring about nothing.”

—
Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran
(via thunder)

blunder: blunder

Fri, 22 Jun 2018 03:39:45 -0400

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thinspo1881: Fuck. My. Body.I’m so fucking sick of laying on my side and seeing every cell of fat...

Thu, 21 Jun 2018 03:17:43 -0400

thinspo1881:

Fuck. My. Body.

I’m so fucking sick of laying on my side and seeing every cell of fat on my body piled next to me.
I’m tired of my arms being bigger around than a soda can.
I hate that I can’t even be in pictures without wanting to scream and if I am in one I don’t look at them.
-Everyone thinks I don’t look at them because i don’t care how I look but the fact is seeing how I look would tear me to pieces.
I hate eating and hearing “you shouldn’t eat that” but still chewing and swallowing
I want to throw up everyday even when I’ve barely eaten and know nothing will come up
I can’t stand the fact I’ve become my worst nightmare and couldn’t stop it sooner.

sunsetquotes: “It’s all right to love someone who doesn’t love you back, as long as they’re worth...

Sun, 17 Jun 2018 02:44:05 -0400

sunsetquotes:

“It’s all right to love someone who doesn’t love you back, as long as they’re worth you loving them. As long as they deserve it.”

— Cassandra Clare; Clockwork Angel

multa–paucis: “I miss him in a way I’m afraid to talk about. I’m supposed to be better now, I...

Sun, 17 Jun 2018 02:38:59 -0400

multa–paucis:

“I miss him in a way I’m afraid to talk about. I’m supposed to be better now, I think, but my breath still catches at his ghost sometimes. More often than I’d like. I’m paralyzed by the visceral memories of his fingers on my hips, his arm wrapped around my shoulders, his hand in mine. I’m reminded of the promises tattooed on my heart: the cities we laid claim to but never visited, the goals we had, the life we’d eventually share. I thought he was mine, but in truth, I never even knew him. We were just vague promises. All we had was false hope. We banked on a hazy future. I miss what I had, but more than that I miss the opportunity I lost. I loved the idea of him. I’ll always regret that I did not get to love him.”

— i am so sorry we fell for each other when the thousands of miles between us would pull us apart. i wish i could tell you everything. i wish you were still a part of my adventure.

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Sat, 16 Jun 2018 02:34:19 -0400

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Sat, 16 Jun 2018 02:34:15 -0400

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filmaticbby: The End of the Fucking World (2017-)

Thu, 07 Jun 2018 20:40:30 -0400

filmaticbby:

The End of the Fucking World (2017-)

philosophyquotes: “You know, it’s quite a job starting to love somebody. You have to have energy,...

Wed, 06 Jun 2018 01:20:32 -0400

philosophyquotes:

“You know, it’s quite a job starting to love somebody. You have to have energy, generosity, blindness. There is even a moment, in the very beginning, when you have to jump across a precipice: if you think about it you don’t do it. I know I’ll never jump again.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea